beautywithin · being strong · beyou · Depression · happiness · strength · Uncategorized

Being Me

I recently turned 19. Yayyy!!! Finally!   An animated flashback through the past 19 years with significant focus on the past 4 made me realize I haven’t done much per say. Sitting in a corner; hiding my nose in book- hard copy and mobile, I’ve being living in a shell. Although my comfortable corners have opened me to the world seven seas and beyond it’s all virtually. I’ve never wandered alone yet (daily train commutes don’t count) or had a nightout or sleepover with my friends. Last year of my teens and 75% of my ‘ To Do before 20’ list is incomplete. Does that make a  “houseworm/introvert/whatever you call them” or does this make me-ME?

I realized  I wouldn’t change even a single second of all these years. Not the sickness, nor my school days and neither the days of crushes and rains. Because these seconds have made  me. They have moulded me in this strong headed, stubborn, emotional, dramatic ,sentimental me. And I love every single fibre of my being. Knowing the 100 different shades or plum and beige is not who I’m  and  will never be.  I’m this wattpad addicted, crazy person and I hope that’s how it is always, with me BEING ME!

 

beautywithin · being strong · Depression · happiness · strength · Uncategorized

Being Strong!

Nobody can stay strong for long.  It’s just not easy to smile through your tears. It’s not easy to pretend everything is unicorn and rainbows when you’re broken inside. Every second you’re afraid that the fake mask that you wear might fall off. That maybe you won’t be successful in holding back those tears for too long.
 But remember… YOU’RE STRONG… VERY STRONG. And letting your tears flow won’t make you weak. It will only make you more stronger.  Letting that dam loose; when you finally let go of the past; of the anguish ; of that fear… You will rise again. Like a Phoenix from the ashes of your destruction. And you shall fly higher than before. Above them all. In the sky full of twinkling stars. And shine like a wonder. 

For being strong isn’t just smiling through your tears, it’s letting go of the past  and shining brightly in the future.